Ok!! So you know when you think about something for so long and then when it approaches you just want to run the other way. I mean ugh I really can't even imagine leaving here right now...I just really cant. I mean I want to go home please believe but I just can not imagine how "going home" is going to feel, how it will work, how I will handle it. This may sound wierd but I know at least Lexi Gorshe and Aleschia Johnson understands me lol. You start to feel like everything is life now, its not you in Africa anymore...its just life. So I cant fathom anything different. I love it here. But I cant wait to see my family.
Love it! You are right, I totally get what you are saying! Thanks for the shout out :D It will be so weird, don't know how of course, but I do know it will be a lot to handle, leaving all of this, the exact experience we spent so much time dreaming and planning for! Don't know what I think about leaving soon, but do know I'm so glad I can go back to the States and tell everyone I made some awesome friends! Love you!
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